Friday, April 28, 2006
is the end.
this blog is offically dead.
pls ask me for my new address.
cheers.
dance with me. 10:45 PM
LIAR.
and seriously i dont need another heartbreak.
another weeping session.
do you hab any fucking idea how much i cried for u?
no, you dont.
do you hab any idea when you said your baoc friends are so impt that you cant commit in our r/s anymore, how hurt i was?
and do you noe when my fren told me abt what u did bhind my back,
i just went speechless?
cause my heart just died at that point of time.
i do noe what you've done but i tot u would change.
you just do things your way and never spare a thought for anyone.
seriously, i don even noe u anymore.
what make you change so much?
you made me feel so tired.
you made me cry so much.
so i told myslf, i gave up.
i gave up this love that doesnt seems impt anymore.
i gave up this whole thing since you don give a damn anymore.
i gave up this 2yrs plus of r/s once and for all.
ya, that is what you want all along anyway.
how funny.
dance with me. 8:40 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
i love darling and honey lar! we hab uber fun ystd in town. teehee. played dressing up at topshop and mango. darling bought a top from mango and i swear it looks so nice on her. and we just practically go havoc in the dressing rooms. haha. i love moments like that. i spotted so many pretty stuffs can. money money fall from the sky pls. :D anyhow, we promise to meet up probably next week for mass shopping and to sign up for the topshop card. like finally! and seriously i cant wait to go holidaying with her can. haha. bused home with them and it was so nice. we just gossiped and talked about life. and next whole week will be working, shopping and friends meeting for me.(:
ps: darling's scandal is cute. :D
dance with me. 9:52 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i felt that i'm missing something in my life.
i felt that i'm rushing things way too much.
i felt that i'm just acting so unreasonable and selfish sometimes.
and the fact is, i hate myself.
i'm not happy at all.
should i just go?
dance with me. 8:10 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
i couldnt let go.
i guess love is blind. even though how ugly the gem is, in your eyes, it is oways so beautiful and fine. and to be truthful, leaving is hard. needless to say forget. call me dumb but i guess i just gonna hold on to it no matter what. perhaps things will go back to how it is before.
dance with me. 4:49 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
how funny. mock at me pls.
i think this is so amazing.
i am so amazed by it.
how wonderful can things get?
i was totally convinced by all your lies.
so all along you have been lying.
arent you tired?
you got to hide eveything from your frens, from your love ones.
and seriously, why must you lie?
i think i trust you too much.
or mayb i trust pple too easily.
the person i love most actually lied.
and i think you enjoy lying ya?
and now every word you spoke,
i must think twice.
whether is it a lie or the truth.
maybe there will be some other things that u kept it from me.
i don't know.
flirting, does it pleasure you so much?
how much attention do you yearn for actually?
your actions is proving me one thing.
how childish you are.
trust is hard to earn&gain.
you told me you changed.
and i bloody hell believe.
how stupid i am.
a leopard dont change his spots.
at least not for u i thought.
i must be a fool to be fooled by my own boyfriend.
laugh at me people.
tell me i am a failure,
a failure that even my bf needs to lie to me.
and all along i thought it was my problem.
it was all my fault.
arent you guilty doing all these bhind my back?
and pls tell me,
what other stuffs hab you been doing?
ystd you said you love me,
was that a lie?
you are no longer the jerome lee i noe.
pls laugh at me okay.
dance with me. 12:33 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
the truth about diamonds.
hell. i'm so bloody tired now. i met darling super early ystd. and aftertt head down town to meet zhi jia straight away. and i was so famished aready can. so we just settle our lunch at the simple life. ok, anw i was playing with his nano just now! haha. is so gorgeous i swear. pretty! chilled at starbucks and we just crap and bitched. i'm so addicted to starbucks lar. lalala. starbucks i love. :D
head down to some new mall beside plaza sing. cathay cineplex or something. ok, and i saw zhan hong working there lar. shall go down someday with darling to disturb him. haha. anyway, watched the arts of seduction and is like so damn hilarious can. and i think the guy in the movie is so cute. :D i hab my ben & jerry's just now. super yummilicious!(:
darling, more cute guys spotting please! :D PTL is making me go woolala. hehe. i'm sucha happy girl today. (:
believe. how ironic.
GOODNIGHT WORLD!
dance with me. 2:05 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i'm getting so so bloody vulgar recently! #@$%$&#! haha. and i'm sucha spendthrift as well. boo! ok, not in the sense whereby i splurge my ka-ching in branded goods like chanel, dior lar. but i hab been going online shopping way too much. and i bought so many things ystd but yet to transfer the money. and being the evil friend i am, i psycho girlfriend and darling to buy as well. lalala. and they'r like so tempted lar. how evil! haha.
i'm meeting my precious darling later to the moe building. and maybe heading down to town to meet zhi jia. bitching, bitching and more bitching!
i guess i'm still not ready for a new love. i dreamt of him ystd.
dance with me. 9:11 AM
